Saturday, August 4, 2007

welcome onboard!

why do i hate u when u are away from me?
why does my love for u makes me so weak?

why do i feel that u don't deserve it?

what if u were a fake fantasy?

i feel u huge explosion, i am about to burst...
Is it...?
or just fear that my love won't be fullfilled?

here i am... in tears... u know i would be anyways...

i love u with passion, with everything i have...
but i still have so much!

i am not sure wether i have loved this way before...
i am sure i've been loved this way before...

i guess it's for granted that i don't take u this is why i doubt u...

why do i want u to love me more.... more... more and moooooore

why it's never enough? why? i want more i tell u, give me more,

my expectations are very high...
have i been corrupted?

actually it is not love i want coz i know love is there, it's proof of it!
proof... i mean security... safety...

never compromise with these i've been told!

i guess it's time for me to fasten my seatbelt!
i am about to take off
or to land?

Reality?